piece of sh1t

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by meh__, Feb 9, 2008.

  1. meh__

    meh__ Well-Known Member

    i just want to die so bad..i just dont feel as if i was meant to live..like, its my destiny to die or something. i have friends but i feel like the loneliest person alive. i know my parents would be devastated but they'll deal. i wish i could get a gun to just shoot myself in the fu cking face, but i wouldnt even know where to start looking for one around here.. i wanna move to america for that one reason, cause it's easy to get guns [or so i am told.] i'm actually like the number one person against the use of firearms but i'm so depressed i would go against my values if it meant i'd just die.

    LAWLLLLLMFAO OBV no one cares i don't even know why im posting this
    usually i just lurk this site but im sooo desperate atm

    peace & love
     
  2. Vargas

    Vargas Member

    If you already have a gun,Then you are a lucky guy. trust me,use rope is not that easy. I tried to kill me by using a rope 4 three times. Fuck. guns is illegal to have here. But donĀ“t kill yourself now,wait a little more.
     
  3. GoldenPsych

    GoldenPsych Well-Known Member

    I feel like you do. Hang on in there. Have you got a doc or anyone that you can go see so you can talk about things. xxxx
     
  4. meh__

    meh__ Well-Known Member

    yeah, i have a counsellour but i duno it doesnt seem to make a difference anymore..nothing works though, i always feel like a piece of f uckin shit. i'm just so tired of feeling this way.

    & to "vargas" i said i WANTEDD..not HAD a gun, obviously i dont have one or i would be dead a thousand times, l0l.
     
  5. Vargas

    Vargas Member

    Nah me too buddy.
     
  6. GoldenPsych

    GoldenPsych Well-Known Member

    I can understand that I really can. I see 2 different counsellors and I am really not sure that it is doing anything. But maybe without them I would be in a worse situation, maybe that would be the same for you. So stick with it. Is it on NHS that you are getting it. If you are not comfortable with the counsellor you see they will understand and will transfer you on to someone else. I saw a few different ones before could get anywhere. There are many different approaches to counselling. After you have seen a couple of different ones you get to know what you want from it. I was looking for one a couple of months back and I just said to them outright I dont want person centered as makes me feel uncomfortable. So they sorted me out with someone where it was more of a 2 way thing so is more like conversation. You get to know them and that is better. Helps with the trust things also. Mayne try a differnt person see how you get on there.
    xxx