I've over come my acute-paranoia of prescriptions lately. I used to freak out mixing, or taking more than one substance a day. Now it's starting to be an entry-level problem. I have mixed prescriptions with potentially dangerous effects. I've also been taking higher doses. It's a mixed problem, partly tolerance, partly abuse, but increasingly it's also a SH technique. I know it's causing dammage, and it's dangerous.. But that's what i want. I want to just go until i either can't heal, or 'accidently' mix wrong.