I'm so pissed off today. Have been biting my teeth together so hard for a while now so I'm worried I'm going to damage them. My head fucked up big time yesterday, and today everyone annoys me. My best friend helped me slow down my thoughts this morning, so I was ready to see my doc and maybe tell her a bit of how I really feel. But she only wanted to talk about how my new meds are making me tired and whatever. She even ended the session 30 minutes early because I was tired. Just her attitude makes me so angry. She doesn't know shit about me, but she doesn't want to know more either. I wanted to tell her about my head fucking up, but she was just "I think it's best if we do this in 3 weeks, maybe you're not tired then", and she almost chased me out of there. Again my best friend had to calm me down, before I could drive home. Went to the movies with some friends and they made me sit and watch their jackets while they all went together to get snacks, making me go alone to get it. Not a big deal, I know, and they didn't mean to hurt me, but it really triggered my mood again. When I get home my exbf/bf (dont know really) ignores me on msn until he says he has to go and then says something else that triggers my anger again. So now I'm really pissed off, my head is fucking up again and my teeth hurt. Fuck this life, I hate it and I hate myself for being like this. It's night time where my best friend lives and I think he is the only one that can calm my thoughts down now. FUCK!!!