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Ok , I have had a skin full, I'm fairly drunk for all you none uke readers.
Been out tonight, I guy I work with told me I'm not a bad bloke considerimg I'm homosexual, which is true, but Im so carefull to hide it, which isn't the point, if he thought it was funny or not it pisssed me off, even though he said it as a joke.
then a close " well by standards, which are very low" friend, chose to go off with a girl, he only met 3 hours ago, even though it wrong for him, he'll just bitch about what a mistake it was in the morning, rather than stay the night at my place
ok, i like him, he's younger than me and very cute, but he's not gay, so he's off limits, he has a very nice girl freind, who is taking a year off in australia, and he loves her to bits.
but still after I offered him my spare room, he decided to go shag this other girl he only just met, even though its wrong for him, and her
why has this pissed me off so much, i have no chance with him, he has every chance with his girlfriend, but yet he treats it so lightly, in the blink oif an eye I would swao places with him, yet he seems to care so little about him self or hid freinds, he says he does, but his actions speak louder than his words.
Im getting on, am I right to feel I have such a shit deal, in the closet, gay and all, yet my straight friends (27) seem to have it all and be intent on throughing it all away, girlfriends, friends, work, the whole 9 yards.
She asked him, whos palce would you rather spend the night, mine or hers, he chose hers, despite every bone in his body telling him that was the wrong choice.
Fuck, fuck, bastard, fuck.
I love him as a friend, but he's such an arse, when pussy is in the offering.
What did I do ( I have done nothing) that made me so undesireable, even if I am a fucking shirt lifting, gay, ****** !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fuck, bastard, fuck !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sorry guys, but after a lot to drink, thats how I feel.
Been out tonight, I guy I work with told me I'm not a bad bloke considerimg I'm homosexual, which is true, but Im so carefull to hide it, which isn't the point, if he thought it was funny or not it pisssed me off, even though he said it as a joke.
then a close " well by standards, which are very low" friend, chose to go off with a girl, he only met 3 hours ago, even though it wrong for him, he'll just bitch about what a mistake it was in the morning, rather than stay the night at my place
ok, i like him, he's younger than me and very cute, but he's not gay, so he's off limits, he has a very nice girl freind, who is taking a year off in australia, and he loves her to bits.
but still after I offered him my spare room, he decided to go shag this other girl he only just met, even though its wrong for him, and her
why has this pissed me off so much, i have no chance with him, he has every chance with his girlfriend, but yet he treats it so lightly, in the blink oif an eye I would swao places with him, yet he seems to care so little about him self or hid freinds, he says he does, but his actions speak louder than his words.
Im getting on, am I right to feel I have such a shit deal, in the closet, gay and all, yet my straight friends (27) seem to have it all and be intent on throughing it all away, girlfriends, friends, work, the whole 9 yards.
She asked him, whos palce would you rather spend the night, mine or hers, he chose hers, despite every bone in his body telling him that was the wrong choice.
Fuck, fuck, bastard, fuck.
I love him as a friend, but he's such an arse, when pussy is in the offering.
What did I do ( I have done nothing) that made me so undesireable, even if I am a fucking shirt lifting, gay, ****** !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fuck, bastard, fuck !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sorry guys, but after a lot to drink, thats how I feel.