Pissed & Scared

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Jasonfine27, Jun 14, 2008.

  1. Jasonfine27

    Jasonfine27 Well-Known Member

    Today, I celebrated my birthday with my mom, and my dad's best friends. It was really hard 'cause he wasn't there to celebrate my 16th birthday with me. And every day, I wake up, and its like I realize for the first time, that he has passed, and he really isn't coming back. And now I feel like I don't want to do anything, except pull the covers over my head and sleep forever. I become almost in a coma-like state, I don't want to do anything, but sleep, eat and listen to music/
  2. Esmeralda

    Esmeralda Well-Known Member

    My Dad died when I was 16 and I was completely devastated. He was my best friend. I thought I would never smile again or be able to think about him without crying. But I will tell you that it gets a hell of a lot better. Now when I think of him, I smile or laugh about the awesome person he was and I feel very lucky to have known him for as long as I did. You'll get there.