It's hidden away somewhere, for that rainy day when everything seems desperate. Basically, it's a new you, a complete change of identity. A change of name, a change of clothes and appearance, a change of mannerisms if you're perceptive enough to change your behaviour, a change of friends, a change of scene. Naturally, this isn't something for everyone, because you still have ties from your old life. And I'm obviously sounding a little bit mental right now. You could try it for a day, it could be fun. Just go out, dye your hair, and introduce yourself to new people using a new name. 'Hi, I'm Penelope.' You could even change your accent. Invent a load of lies about how you worked at an orphanage in Thailand and went jet-skiing in New Zealand. I know this whole thing sounds insane, I'm just putting this idea out there. Am I crazy or am I crazy?