Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by _Lily_, Oct 18, 2010.

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  1. _Lily_

    _Lily_ Forum Buddy

    I planned to take an OD today thought about it all night planned it
    and when it come down to it i told my partner to hide the pills from me
    now i feel that i need them i need to die i could start searching the house for them and when i finally find them take them all or i can kill myself another way
    one am not going to go into because of the rules
    i just so tired of fighting at the moment the voices are increasing in volume
    i have to wait until January before they will even think about a meds change i cant wait that long and there is no sooner appointments i cant talk to my cpn because he thinks the voices are my inner voice witch is bullshit there outer voices the meds that am on don't seem to help at all they have been reduced because they are making me sleepy i just cant hold on any more
  2. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Is there a reason they won't consider a med change for you until January?
  3. _Lily_

    _Lily_ Forum Buddy

    as that is when i see my psych i don't have an appointment until them and i have tried to get an ealyer appointment
  4. may71

    may71 Well-Known Member

    please go into the hospital then. hopefully they can both keep you safe and give you a med change. it would be such a shame if you lost your life because of this.
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