planning....again

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by underdosed, Jun 7, 2007.

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  1. underdosed

    underdosed Guest

    so ive vowed to die more efficiently this time since last time i was still 15 min away from death and they snatched me from the grave. and now ive started planning how im going to die. i didnt even mean to really. i started drawing pictures of....things (dont want to trigger you all with methods) that would help me die. i wasnt planning on planning but i subconsiously did. its like every fiber of my being and consious or unconsiousness is deadset (no pun intended) on finally succeding. and i know i will. im stubborn and resourceful and when i make a plan i do it. i just feel guilty again. im so lame
     
  2. Jenny

    Jenny Staff Alumni

    Underdosed, I hope that you reconsider your plan.. how about changing your plan around a bit? Make it something positive and use your stubborness and resourcefulness (not sure they're words lol) to succeed in the new, positive plan. How about setting the new plan on becoming a psychologist/neurologist? :hug:
     
  3. jcat

    jcat Staff Alumni

    under d/ why. don't do this. i'n here when you want to talk. you help me, it's my turn. let me at least try to help. pm or im me . :arms: :hugs:
     
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