I've pinpointed the place I'd end it: a bridge XXXX the Intercity 125 trains. It'd be quick. I don't have access to a gun and so that's the next best option I guess. Ironically, the first thought I have that stops me from doing it is the mess that I'd leave behind and the guilt associated with that. Of course, I won't be around to feel the guilt. There'd be a brief period of mourning for me, I guess, but it'd be all be forgotten about pretty quickly.