I just can't cope with anything anymore. I will never find work as I will only be rejected, no one can help because depression is irreversable and it's too late. I am sick to death of others around succeeding using little effort. I will soon have to leave home and disappear and slowly starve my way to death. That's the only option left. If I stay and fight, I will only fight a losing battle. I know I am not wanted nor needed. I should of been aborted in the first place.