I'm making plans for Wednesday. School is off, maybe I can get away with it when my parents are out. I promised my therapist and boyfriend both (and oh, my parents too) that I would not attempt suicide this year. I am blatantly and knowingly going against my promise. That bugs me a lot, but it motivates me even more... what keeps me back is guilt. Are there any ways to assure that people will not hurt themselves upon hearing of my passing? This is specifically for my bf, who has threatened to take his life as well... I want to perhaps warn his parents, maybe I'll try so in a note... is there anything else I could possibly do besides plan and prepare, write a note and guarantee the success?