this is probably pointless.
ive been feeling very suicidal lately.
i would say last night i was in crisis.
now. im feeling the aftermath of being in crisis.
i played with some pills last night.
just OTC stuff.
and by played with. i mean took.
not enough to do any damage.
but enough to knock me out for basically 24 hours.
all i can think about is how i could possibly get some more pills considering its after they lock the doors of the hospital. im on restriction to the clinic anyway. and all i want is some more pills.
i know its stupid thinking.
i just dont know.
ive been feeling very suicidal lately.
i would say last night i was in crisis.
now. im feeling the aftermath of being in crisis.
i played with some pills last night.
just OTC stuff.
and by played with. i mean took.
not enough to do any damage.
but enough to knock me out for basically 24 hours.
all i can think about is how i could possibly get some more pills considering its after they lock the doors of the hospital. im on restriction to the clinic anyway. and all i want is some more pills.
i know its stupid thinking.
i just dont know.