I am going through a lot of shit right now and not sure how to deal with it. I did call the crisis line today only to get more pissed off so I took it out on the house. When a crisis line makes you feel worse about things it's time to give up. With that being said, I will either work through this or it will get the best of me. I just find myself wondering is this all worth it. I am not going to lie, I would love to be dead by now but I guess today was not the day.