That's what I begged her for, for the past two years, and now I think she's going to be with someone else, after all of the promises to come back. We used to sing to each other, you are my sunshine, my only sunshine... I need some help, please, because I swear to (nonexistant) god that I will kill myself if she takes anybody but me. Why doesn't she love me? She used to. I was told that love is always, and forever. Does that mean she never loved me? It used to seem like she did.. fuck if I know, does anyone else feel this pain? This unbearable pain, that keeps me up all night, with my thoughts of how life isn't worth living without her. Seriously? Does anybody have a fucking clue? I truly believe that nobody understands, either that or love is the most powerful force imaginable. People weren't meant to be solo beings, no creature was, and without her I will always be alone because to me everybody else is unlovable. So, on this forum filled with failed attempts at pre-teenage angst, is anyone there to provide a person with a motive? A fucking reason? Why does life have hurt?