Please give your opinion or advice

Discussion in 'I Have a Question...' started by trinisty, Feb 22, 2015.

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  1. trinisty

    trinisty Well-Known Member

    Hey all! Thank you so much for clicking this thread that I made.

    Today has not been a good day for me, I've struggled so hard to study. I can't concentrate on studying, making me more anxious about the future. It seems like my life in an endless roller coaster of feeling motivated and depressed. But... I still want to live. I know that a normal human being doesn't want to do something that harm themselves, it against a basic biological response. At that moment I realize, maybe it's not me that thinking about suicide... it's the other "me".

    I've been through numerous debates and fights with my other side of me. I can't tell the difference between guilt from normal side like every other person feel, or just guilt for my other side... the one that always ruins my life. I can't tell the difference if the person is actually mad or just joking around. I can't tell the difference between real hate from someone or false hate that has been made by my anxiety. I just can't, I feel so blind and weak. I feel like I had to choose to be a jerk that doesn't care about anything at all or to be a sensitive guy that always care about everything. I'm so confused right now, I can't think straight.

    Thank you for reading. Can you give your opinion or advice to help me out? Love you guys, have a great day!
     
  2. Northern

    Northern SF Supporter

    Hello my friend,

    Have you describe this to a doctor? Ups and downs can be a symptoms of mental health problems that can be controled.


    Good luck!
     
  3. Northern

    Northern SF Supporter

    Hello my friend,

    Have you describe this to a doctor? Ups and downs can be a symptoms of mental health problems that can be controled.


    Good luck!
     
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