Every day that goes by I think of more and more ways I can kill myself..I'm 19, barely into the world yet, and have no family or friends..my dog is the only friend I have. I constantly contemplate of ways to just do it easily and quickly. I have attempted to do it on an <mod edit - method>but didn't succeed. I have no one. I'm nearly homeless, and I have nowhere to turn. Please help me and comfort me..all my hope is almost gone..I fear where I'll be next.