Hi. I'm Italian, and my English is terrible. So I say sorry to all of you for this. I have been thinking about suicide for years. Since last week I have been seeking on web informations about suicide, especially suicide methods. But I can't find anything convincing. Pay attention: I don't want to ear that life is beautiful and that suicide is not the solution. I just want to die. I'd have about 100 good reasons to kill myself, but I can't explain them. I just want to find an efficient method. I don't have any shooting iron, I don't have any antidepressant or other pills and I wouldn't know where and how get them. I also know that slitting wrists doesn't work. So, what shall I do? I don't know why everyday in the world die thousands of persons who would have desired to live, while who would desire to die, can't do that.