I feel incredibly guilty posting anything on this site about complaints when I have so much others who deserve it don't but here it goes. I come from a very complicated and toxic family background, parents who are separated but absolutely toxic and vile to one another and as a result my relationship with my three young brothers is also very rocky. We're constantly getting into fights about trivial shit but they explode. They all hate me, mom, dad, brothers. Everyone does. I've lost numerous friends over the past year and I can't help but think my sole purpose in life is to bring misery and pain to anyone's whose life I touch or enter, even briefly. I feel as thought it'd be better if I weren't around but I am too pathetic to go through with it. I have no where to turn, no one takes me seriously and the people, best friends, who I confided in are no longer around. I don't know what to do. I do not trust easily. I'm so stressed and sad that my hair is falling out. Please help me.