i'm sorry you are still struggling
@IDontWantToDie but you have to keep fighting to hold on. one of the problems causing loneliness is social media and electronic devices. there used to be a time that people would go see their friends in person a lot, that would develop into a deep connection, now people just communicate by the screen.
as far as being good enough to be loved, you are good enough everyone is. just be yourself and try to make human connections. and as for your emptiness you can fill that by doing good things. maybe volunteer someplace or help a neighbor there are a lot of things you can do.
anytime you don't feel safe please call a crises line or you local emergency # to be safe. and of course we will always be here. anytime you need to talk feel free to use my inbox, if i'm not here i always check my inbox first. i hope you start to feel better soon.
mike,..

