Recently I found myself thinking a lot about loosing weight, and I became obsesed with it. I don't think about anything else, just about losing weight. My mother push me to eat and I must eat 3 times a day, but I don't want to. I want to be skinny. I want it so much. I cut myself a lot. I did it even when I didn't think about weight, but I had depression problems. I tried 2 times to kill myself. I can't stand my fat body. I really need to get rid of this fat. But. I'm not fat at all, everybody tells me that but I can't see it. I want to be thiner and I want to see my bones and not my fat on my body. I don't know what to do, please help me.