please can someone help me tried to end it again this week just ended up with rope burns on my neck which ive been trying to hide. dont know whether to try again tonight thought of overdose and drink then rough seas tonite. coming off duloxetine onto sertraline psychiatrist gave me some lorazepam to take edge off any withdrawal. she knows about my attempt last week just gave me CRISIS NUMBERS HOWS THAT GONNA HELP TALK IS ALL I DO! i need to leave my wife not in love anymore how can i tell her? NO I SOONER DIE THAN FACE IT WHY? but cant do it nowhere to go cant go to my parents they are stuck in the middle of things dont want to die for my kids but i feel im trapped with nowhere to turn maybe losing my job after tommorrow if my boss wont have me back. SCARED FOR THE FUTURE i want to be happy again just cant move on!!!!!!!. never felt so awful as i have done recently cant even top myself without getting that wrong!!!!!!!!!!!!!! family therapy this afternoon cant tell mum&dad and wife how i really feel can i?? dont wanna die but feel like shite trying to hang on!!! i have to talk to you guys dont know what else to do! hope to hear from someone before its too late mart.