Please help your advice could be life saving

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by marco4432, Jan 1, 2012.

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  1. marco4432

    marco4432 Member

    Hi all,

    Chronic Pain

    I had artoscopic surgery in June 2010, OS said I would be back to work in 7 to ten days, also told me I had sage 2 osteoarteritis, what a travisty, I was fit before the operation, now nearly disabeled, Pain got progessively worse, Os gave me Synvisc Injections then sent me packing, 9 months later saw a new OS he ordered a new MRI showed retear of menscus, this time I took 2 and a half monts to recover, OS said he did not see much osteoarteritis and swore that tear if fixed so then tried Synvisc again no relief, then as the other OS he dumped me not answering calls totally unproffessional, thank god for my GP she understands Chronic pain has me on Fentanyl 100, Oxycntin, restoril for sleep and Klonopin for Pantic attacks, I'm so depressed can just aout manage to wprk a reduced schedule.

    Next Saw dnervation specialist he injected Knee in his office back in August this year, pain compleatly gone told me I was a great canditate for denervation , I jumped at the oportunity to have the surgery I mean no pain, had the surgery in August 2011, very painful Doc said he might of missed a nerve and sent me to a radioigst for nerve block of phaseonas nerve, Pain gone for two hours when I was lying down after procedure, As soon as I stood up Pain returned with a vegenance. I do not know what to to now if anyone has any recomendations, a lawer who might think this could be malpratice any Doctors who might honor the Dr code of helping and treating patience as there oath desciribes.

    I have started to have suicide ideation, saw a phscatrist no help he told me that surgery would heal and I would be fixed but guess what its NOT FIXED im going to post this in different threads so please if anyone has anydeas PLEASE PLEASE HELP. I live with no will to live think of ending my life every day, not afriad of doing it just feel sorry for my Dog, I'll pre pay for creamation and have no familly so I would not be missed, I cant live with disability its just not in my genes.

    I know there our other people who have more disabilties then myself, but I guess we are all built differently. My methods are in place
  2. Dave_N

    Dave_N Banned Member

    Hi, I'm sorry to hear that the surgery didn't go well, though it sounds like a risky procedure. I know that being disabled is just awful. I have a friend who was disabled by multiple sclerosis, and he struggles everyday to do the simplist of tasks. Don't give up. :hug:
  3. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    First off i would look into getting legal advice to see where you stand hun I do hope you can get a good neurologist that will help find what is going on and get you some release of this pain Please do not double post okay that is not necessary and the duplicate post will be deleted i do hope you look into maybe a teaching hospital ones that try new meds new treatments cutting edge treatments perhaps that hospital will have more answers don't give up hun okay because you cannot know if tomorrow they will find what is wrong and heal you hugs
  4. marco4432

    marco4432 Member

    Thanks for responding, I've never seen a Neurologist if I may ask as nerve oporations failed what can a neurologist do to help and I think your right I live in Las vegas and thnk I need to go o a major city with teaching hospitals, do you hahe any recomendations, Tank you
  5. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Im sorry i do not live in the US so i donot know the major hospitals there Neurologist deals with nerve pain or perhaps a pain management specialist at this point would be someone to ask to be referred to
  6. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Have you seen an orthopedic doctor?? I had to have back surgery and I have ben pain free ever since.. I agree with the OP That you should involve an attourney and sue those other doctors..Especially the first one..
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