I have suffered from mental health issues for the last 16 years. I am on a high level of medication & am constantly in & out of various therapies. I attend all therapies I am advised to & take my medication as prescribed & always have done but I'm not getting any better. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel I have nothing to look forward to & that no one really cares. I am constantly working to get over my illness but there's no reward at the end of it- within a few months I'm back to being depressed again & it's getting exhausting. I'm losing the will to try anymore. I can't hold down a job & I feel like I haven't achieved anything in my life, despite the fact every day is a massive effort. I don't know what I'm fighting for anymore. I just want something to show me that life is worth living but it just seems like there isn't anything.