I posted this in the self harm chat but I’m about two seconds away from doing something right now. I am really struggling tonight. I was working on a painting project to calm me down because I’ve been on edge the past two weeks. I found a brand new set of razors from my work drawer. I don’t even remember buying them. It’s been seven years (from this march) that I’ve been clean. I feel like I physically can’t take it anymore. It’s such an overwhelming urge to cut again. I took red paint and mad dashes all over my arms to see if that would make me feel better but I think it’s just triggering it more so I washed it off. If anybody has any advice, words of encouragement, ANYTHING I’m in dire need.