I know none of you know me, and hopefully none of you care, but i don't know what to do anymore. I don't know myself, i don't know how i feel, what i care about, who i care about. Normally in this situation i'd cut, but then theres her. The one person i know ill always care about, she's stopped me for months, and i don't want to resort to that and lose everyone. I can't see a way out. I just want to die. Please help me.