Please help

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by toffeekitten, Jun 8, 2010.

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  1. toffeekitten

    toffeekitten Well-Known Member

    I just....I'm really really struggling. I'm even struggling to type this...which is really not like me. I need support....and love, and encouragement. I need to open up and get it all out but I need help with that atm. this isnt me. I cant do this. I don't wanna be here. :'( :sad:
  2. justmeonlyme

    justmeonlyme Long Time SFer Staff Alumni

    awwww hun im here my pm is always open :hug:
  3. Ouroboros

    Ouroboros Chat Buddy

    hunny :hug: If you wanna spill everything out you can fill my pm box :)
  4. toffeekitten

    toffeekitten Well-Known Member

    thank you..this is just so hard. I'm hurting so much
  5. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    you can talk to us..we don't judge and we want to help..:hugtackles:
  6. Mikeintx

    Mikeintx Well-Known Member

    I am really sorry you are going through such a hard time right now :hug: can you tell us what is wrong?
  7. wheresmysheep

    wheresmysheep Staff Alumni

    :hug: we wont judge you hun, we're here to help let it out if you can
  8. toffeekitten

    toffeekitten Well-Known Member

    thank you. At the moment the main thing is my 2 close friends have really hurt me. i honestly can't go 15 mins without bursting into tears.
  9. wheresmysheep

    wheresmysheep Staff Alumni

    How have they hurt you? Have you spoken to them about it?
  10. toffeekitten

    toffeekitten Well-Known Member

    yes i have. well one of them is my ex bf..the other is/was my best mate. she is going out with him. this is the third time she has done this to me. and..urgh....the stuff she was saying on saturday...she lied to me. big time. so did he
  11. wheresmysheep

    wheresmysheep Staff Alumni

    They dont really sound like the type of friends you want to have :unsure:
  12. toffeekitten

    toffeekitten Well-Known Member

    no they aren't, but it just hurts so much. everything reminds me of them. its killing me.
    I seem to have an inability to hate my mate too for some reason. I know i should want nothing to do with her..but I do..I want to make up with her and be mates again....I spose thats foolish tho...:(
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