Please Help

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Marmeladov, Nov 2, 2010.

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  1. Marmeladov

    Marmeladov Active Member

    I am so close to doing it this time. And with a serious method. I'd be gone within 10 minutes. It's just so much easier to cease to exist. I don't understand what's so great about life. It's too hard for me. I'm not strong enough to live.
     
  2. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Hi Lexi...so sorry you are so sad...do you want to share what has gotten to this place...we are here to listen...J
     
  3. Borrowed time*

    Borrowed time* Well-Known Member

    What has made you feel like this?
    Please keep talking, ill help as much as i can:hug:
     
  4. DeepEmz

    DeepEmz Well-Known Member

    Talk to us xx
     
  5. Marmeladov

    Marmeladov Active Member

    I've fallen way behind in school and I am so alone.
     
  6. DeepEmz

    DeepEmz Well-Known Member

    I am alone to, im unemployed with a mother who ignores me, a father who judges me and a brother who shouts and swears and puts me down.

    I ran away last night, i feel like doing the same tonight.

    You are never alone.
     
  7. jlc20m

    jlc20m Well-Known Member

    I'm sorry you are feeling so bad. Please don't do anything to harm yourself. Talk to us here...

    jlc20m
     
  8. Marmeladov

    Marmeladov Active Member

    I just don't get the point. Life just seems like an enormous waste of energy.
     
  9. DeepEmz

    DeepEmz Well-Known Member

    I know how you feel. :(.
     
  10. Borrowed time*

    Borrowed time* Well-Known Member

    I know how you feel, but what about all the experiences in between? Think of everything you will miss. All those memories. You feel like this now but what about tomorrow.
    Is there any way you can catch up with your school work?
     
  11. Marmeladov

    Marmeladov Active Member

    I will miss nothing. I won't miss love. Nobody wants me. I won't miss a future. I'll self-sabotage before anything too good happens. And nothing will miss me.
     
  12. leaving

    leaving Member

    I know its not the most constructive thing to say but take my word for it, school isnt as important as they'd have you believe. All through school I coasted, and eventually came out with a handful of average grades. i dropped college after 2 months. i'm now 10 years on and i have a good job. I've made some other suspect decisions in life, why else would i be here, but the main thing to remember is your happiness is much more important than school, dont worry about it, you have ages to learn the things you really need.
     
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