I'm not sure what i should do. I've spent most of my life trying to make people happy. I've got a great job making more money that I can spend, lots of people see me as the quiet person that gets along with eveyone, but deep inside I still wannna put a xxxxx.* I'm 33 years old and never been with a girl. I'm not ugly or overweight, just too damn afraid. I'm tired of feeling this way. My biggest fear is dying as an old man alone. I just wan't to be normal. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm tired of living this way. I've tried dating girls but I always find a way or reason to bail. I just can't take it anymore. What is wrong with me? I've talked to friends and family about this, but quickly they forget, like they just don't care. Well anyways the hockey game is starting. Least there's something to keep me happy. And of course Herman.