In the last few years my life has been getting worse and worse, and now I'm at the point where I feel like there is nothing I could ever do to be happy ever again. I cry myself to sleep every night now. I pray, even though I've never believed in any kind of god. A few times recently I have cut myself, and now I've realized it's scarring. My friends say I should speak to someone and get help but I don't know what anyone could ever do to make me feel even a tiny bit better. I've run out of hope and I don't know what I can do...I'm scared now. Just wanted to post this because I know people here have recovered from these feelings and maybe someone here could save my life.