I know this probably sounds stupid, but I don't know what to do anymore.
I tried to just sleep it through. I slept almost 24 hours today.
I tried to talk to people about it, but they just don't get how I'm feeling.
When I look in the mirror, I hate my face.
I hate my body. I hate my hair. I hate everything about myself.
I know my feelings probably sound stupid, but lately all I could think about
is 'What would be the least painful way to kill myself?', but then I get scared.
I feel like, if I did that, all the problems would go away.
Then I get worried about all the things I've been brainwashed, like religion.
I just wish all these feelings of self-hate and lonliness would go away.
I can't get help, or medication. My mom can't afford it.
I feel like I have noone.
I just want to sleep all the time.
I thought maybe joining this board would help.
But, I'm not so sure it will. I just don't know what to do anymore.
I'm sorry if my feelings sound immature, or stupid.
I just really want the feelings to go away, and nothing I do helps.
I tried to just sleep it through. I slept almost 24 hours today.
I tried to talk to people about it, but they just don't get how I'm feeling.
When I look in the mirror, I hate my face.
I hate my body. I hate my hair. I hate everything about myself.
I know my feelings probably sound stupid, but lately all I could think about
is 'What would be the least painful way to kill myself?', but then I get scared.
I feel like, if I did that, all the problems would go away.
Then I get worried about all the things I've been brainwashed, like religion.
I just wish all these feelings of self-hate and lonliness would go away.
I can't get help, or medication. My mom can't afford it.
I feel like I have noone.
I just want to sleep all the time.
I thought maybe joining this board would help.
But, I'm not so sure it will. I just don't know what to do anymore.
I'm sorry if my feelings sound immature, or stupid.
I just really want the feelings to go away, and nothing I do helps.