i want to hang myself.....infront of everybody....i want to hang myself in the living room...or in the classroom so everybody would feel sorry for me...im so depresed....dunno why im still alive....please just what am i to do with my life...everything just falls apart. everybody expect so much of me. yet i expect nothing of them. why am i the only one i know who feels this way. i got so much f''cking shit in my life and suddenly im the one who is responsible for every pice of shit...but anyway many encounter teenageproblems right?but why am i the only one(at least it feels that way)that have thought about suicide?i dont eally want to die but i want to show everyone and make everyone feel sorry...feel something.hate, love dosent matter, just something..i dont want to go to a therapist cuz its their jobb and then it will feel fake..just please im 13 is this normal?