Why can she still have this affect on me? im suicidal, i wantto die, cant cope anymore. i was doin so well. I was taking an interest in her. asking her questions. But she jumped down my throat for not sayin hello. But she never replies to my texts and hardly to my messages on here. wat can i do? i replied to her thread, i thought i was carrying the conversation on. But she had a go at me. I was jus interested. looking out for her. surprised. she could never save when we were together, but she can get a loan now? Yeah, i know people can change and that is fair enough. it shudnt hurt. but it does. I want to die. please let me go. please jus let me die.