I'm so tired. Both physically and emotionally. I feel completely spent.
I spent the first part of the day feeling all sorts of numb before the floodgates opened and all my emotions flooded in, only dialled up to 100.
I want to scream, to hit things, but that wouldnt accomplish anything other than annoying the neighbours.
I get through one wave and for a brief minute I feel like it's over. And then another wave hits even though I'm still reeling from the last.
Over and over. Relentless. My brain is screaming at me. Telling that there's one way to make the pain stop for good. All I can think is that I need to escape this feeling. It's so much more than I can handle.
I feel so out of control. I really really need to be asleep already because my brain is trying to kill me. At least then I'll be safe.
I spent the first part of the day feeling all sorts of numb before the floodgates opened and all my emotions flooded in, only dialled up to 100.
I want to scream, to hit things, but that wouldnt accomplish anything other than annoying the neighbours.
I get through one wave and for a brief minute I feel like it's over. And then another wave hits even though I'm still reeling from the last.
Over and over. Relentless. My brain is screaming at me. Telling that there's one way to make the pain stop for good. All I can think is that I need to escape this feeling. It's so much more than I can handle.
I feel so out of control. I really really need to be asleep already because my brain is trying to kill me. At least then I'll be safe.