I'm all alone in the world.. I'm 18..I grew up with a mentally ill mother and got severe anxiety problems as a result of it. I had to move schools and everything.. she was emotionally and at times physically abusive.. my dad then got with another woman. It was hard when her and her kids moved in because I'm so used to being alone (I'm an only child) but now they're splitting up.. they're going to sell the house and my dad wants me to move far far away from him.. it's happening asap.. I've got no where to go... If I fucking died, no would fucking care. No one wants me around. I've been trying to talk to my friends but they've all stopped fucking replying. They don't care about me. No one does. I have no family or anything. If I died.. whatever. WHATEVER. people would most likely get over it.. I doubt anyone here actually gives a crap I mean fucking hell, why should anyone give a shit about useless fucking me. There's no fucking good in this world... that's it.. I'm running away. I'm going to fucking die. I'm going to do it. I'll feel good while doing it! Finally I'm doing everyone in the world A FAVOUR. The moments I spend dying will be the only time when I truly feel alive.