Please? May I go?

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by bhr, Mar 23, 2009.

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  1. bhr

    bhr Well-Known Member

    I wish that I would just slip away before dawn breaks.
    I wish that I could just sleep in peace forever.

    I am so alone. I have no joy. I have no reason for being.
    I am a burden on the world. I have no worth.
    I have nothing left. I am empty.

    I am so tired of fighting.
    Please? May I go?

  2. Tess

    Tess Member

    I'm so sorry. Those sentiments ring very true with me at the moment, I feel like I have absolutely not one thing left to keep me going and bring joy into my life. What's going on? x
  3. itmahanh

    itmahanh Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    I wish you would talk to me and let me help you through this. Please we have been there before for each other. Let's do it again. Why? Cuz I'm here for you so you are not alone. You are not a burden to me and I like to let myself believe once in a while I'm a part of the world . And you have more worth than you know when it comes to me. So please take my hand and let's work on getting you back on your feet again. I'm a pm away hun.
  4. bhr

    bhr Well-Known Member

    I have nothing. I am nothing.
    I have collapsed in upon myself.
    To simply sleep, would be such a relief.

  5. Angelo_91

    Angelo_91 Well-Known Member

    they only make us stronger..
  6. democracy

    democracy New Member

    i have nothing growing up
  7. Godsdrummer

    Godsdrummer Guest

    Friend, I have been exactly where you are in feeling that going to sleep and perhaps never waking would be so good. I actually tried to accomplish that on several occasions. So I can relate. Many of us here can, or we wouldnt be here.

    Most of those attempts were many months ago. I felt that my world had ended.

    But because of the help of these people here, it has allowed me to rethink some stuff, and I, well not anywhere near where I need to be, am still a helluva lot better than I was.

    And you can be too!!!!!

    So, how does this happen?

    Talk to us. Tell us what has brought you to this point. Don't pay attention to people who want to tell you it's a religious thing or some other crap.

    Just tell us what is going on. Let's us be your brain for awhile.

    Remember, you are loved for and cared for here!
  8. fromthatshow

    fromthatshow Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    All I can say is I too am exactly where you are!
    If we can't see the worth in ourselves let's bring it to each other.
    If you were not worth anything, you wouldn't have responses to this post. People care, and you are worth it. :hug:
  9. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    :hug: I can totally relate to your posts.

    You are not alone,keep talking to us x
  10. bhr

    bhr Well-Known Member

    There is no meaning to my life. None that I can find.
    If I am wrong, it's so securely locked away from me, it's the same as none.
    I have tried to find meaning. I am exhausted from trying. Tired of fighting.

    Everyone I have opened my heart to has handed it back to me shattered.
    Every day brings nothing except sorrow and pain and disappointment.

    I am worthless... truly, without worth.

  11. Beautiful Disaster

    Beautiful Disaster Forum Buddy SF Supporter

    :hug: aw dear, i can relate to that

    made me think of a snow patrol song

    I don't wanna run,
    Just overwhelm me..

    I hope you feel better when you read these posts again
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