I'm new to this forum. I wanted to contact a Crisis number but my abusive fiance took my phone. Yesterday I was in a car accident where I sustained an concussion and seperated shoulder. It is my 4th concussion in 3 years. I'm having trouble speaking and writing. My fiance and I were perfect, well not perfect, but good for the last 4 years. She did have an abortion inthe 2nd trimester and lied to me, but I love her. Somehow I forced myself to understand. I of course blamee myself. She is very negative a lot but i'm always optimistic and love her.
Now to the reason I joined this forum. Whe she get upsets, she hits me, and not love taps, but hits that leave marks. I would never hit her because i love her. After the accident, I went to the hospital with her and my mom, and she blamed me and now we don't have a car. My mom loves her (though she won't take "sides" totally agreed with her while i couldn't move and had double vision.
So, when we got home, i laid on the couch to relax because of the headaches from the concussion and the bruises all over me. I'm lucky to be alive my mom informed after seein the car the next day. My Fiance came downstairs and told me to go upstairs to the bed. I couldn't move nor sleep so i asked if i could just wait another 10 minutes.
Then she started yelling, and breaking dishes, when I got up to stop her, she punched my head and choked me and with a concussion. i was out. she started yelling profanities at me as i crawled to the couch. So was yelling at me that "she wished I would have died in the crash." She then told me to go upstairs and i said no, because i don't want to get hit again. I was too weak. finally, i slept and i woke uo to find her gone. she was with my mom looking at the totaled car. after the accident and the attack last night, my vision was still double and now i couldn't talk right. I called my mom, my fiance, even my sister and they all said it's my fault for not going upstairs when i was told. After about 3 hours of calls, and finally trying to make my sister realize something is not right. MY fiance said i was faking it.
After the hospital, my sister and fiance then started to explain how this all my fault. after we got hiome, i noticed my fiance had taken my phone and all my money but she states "she loves me". THen she choked me when i confronted her knocking me down the steps and then calling my sister to say i threw my self down the stairs. SHe then went to my sisters leaving me at the bottom of the stairs.
THrough Verizion Online I text her to try getting my phone back so i can just talk to someone, anyone. I feel so low. Im 26. My fiance, mom,dad, and brother are treating me like scum.
I went to a bridge to jump off but my concussion and injuries prevented me fro walking to the bridge. I am afarid, there will be no cry for help unless this is it now. I WILL do it. someone hear please
Now to the reason I joined this forum. Whe she get upsets, she hits me, and not love taps, but hits that leave marks. I would never hit her because i love her. After the accident, I went to the hospital with her and my mom, and she blamed me and now we don't have a car. My mom loves her (though she won't take "sides" totally agreed with her while i couldn't move and had double vision.
So, when we got home, i laid on the couch to relax because of the headaches from the concussion and the bruises all over me. I'm lucky to be alive my mom informed after seein the car the next day. My Fiance came downstairs and told me to go upstairs to the bed. I couldn't move nor sleep so i asked if i could just wait another 10 minutes.
Then she started yelling, and breaking dishes, when I got up to stop her, she punched my head and choked me and with a concussion. i was out. she started yelling profanities at me as i crawled to the couch. So was yelling at me that "she wished I would have died in the crash." She then told me to go upstairs and i said no, because i don't want to get hit again. I was too weak. finally, i slept and i woke uo to find her gone. she was with my mom looking at the totaled car. after the accident and the attack last night, my vision was still double and now i couldn't talk right. I called my mom, my fiance, even my sister and they all said it's my fault for not going upstairs when i was told. After about 3 hours of calls, and finally trying to make my sister realize something is not right. MY fiance said i was faking it.
After the hospital, my sister and fiance then started to explain how this all my fault. after we got hiome, i noticed my fiance had taken my phone and all my money but she states "she loves me". THen she choked me when i confronted her knocking me down the steps and then calling my sister to say i threw my self down the stairs. SHe then went to my sisters leaving me at the bottom of the stairs.
THrough Verizion Online I text her to try getting my phone back so i can just talk to someone, anyone. I feel so low. Im 26. My fiance, mom,dad, and brother are treating me like scum.
I went to a bridge to jump off but my concussion and injuries prevented me fro walking to the bridge. I am afarid, there will be no cry for help unless this is it now. I WILL do it. someone hear please