PLease put a loaded gun to my head.

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Atheist Demon, Apr 17, 2009.

  1. Atheist Demon

    Atheist Demon Account Closed

    And pull the trigger. I hate my empty lonely life, I hate everyone, I hate myself, I want to go to hell for at least I can be not as tortured. Life is the worst curse. If I had one wish, it would be to have the strengh ... to end it all.
  2. fromthatshow

    fromthatshow Staff Alumni

    I don't know what else to say except I know exactly how you feel :hug:
  3. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Been there Bryant.. Sitting on the side of my bed with it to my head, the hammer cocked, and my finger on the trigger.. Sat there for probably 30 minutes like that and couldn't puul the trigger..It's not that easy..Sure I still want to die. But I am also working to be more positive.. No one in my family knows I am still suicidal..Working with a good therapist is keeping me going..