I believe in my case, death is my best option....not my only one....no, I have no control ..Im spiraling out of it ...I'll never recover.Hopeless.i wish someone would shoot me dead.Terrible thing to say, I know.i'm a terrible person.I just wanted to talk, shoot the shit with folks before I die.if anybody thinks this is "trolling' its not, I will be dead by the 31st at the latest.