please someone hear me

[Malcontent]

Lost and broken
Hopeless and lonely
Smiling on the outside
But hurt beneath my skin
My eyes are fading
My soul is bleeding
I’ll try to make it seem ok
But my faith is wearing thin

So help me heal these wounds
They’ve been open for way too long
Help me fill this soul
Even though this is not your fault
That I’m open
And I’m bleeding
All over your brand new rug
And I need someone to help me sew them up

I only wanted a magazine
I only wanted a movie screen
I only wanted the life I’d read about and dreamed
And now my mind is an open book
And now my heart is an open wound
And now my life is an open soul for all to see

But help me heal these wounds
They’ve been open for way too long
Help me fill this soul
Even though this is not your fault
That I’m open
And I’m bleeding
All over your brand new rug
And I need someone to help me

So you come along
I’ll push you away
Then kick and scream for you to stay

Cause I need someone to help me
Oh I need someone to help me

To help me heal these wounds
They’ve been open for way too long
Help me fill this soul
Even though this is not your fault
That I’m open
And I’m bleeding
All over your brand new rug
And I need someone to help me sew them
I need someone to help me fill them
I need someone to help me close them up

 

[Abacus21]

:hug: Mal .....

I'm always here if you need to talk

Your friend,

Joe

 

[theleastofthese]

I'm here too, Mal, if you want my ear or my shoulder - ok?:smile:

love,

least xoxoxox

 

[Tahiti]

I really wish I can help you but I can't even help myself...:sad:

So let's just be two <Mod edit: Abacus21 - unhelpful>, babbling on to the wind that carries our voices to an endless void. Because truly, does anyone really listen, or try to understand? This is an endless search for comfort, and assurance, I tell you. That gaping hole in your chest hurts so much, doesn't it? You want some relief, don't you? That's what we all want. That's what I can't get.