I was recently diagnosed with depression (known it for ages but only just got up the courage to go to the doctors) anyway so i went for my counselling today and it was really heart wrenching. and the one and only person i can talk to about it is my boyfriend, except right now he is thinking about breaking up with me and i cant talk about my feelings to anyone else. i feel worthless and like my life means nothing and i cant see the point in being here anymore. right now im crying because none of our knives are sharp enough to cut me properly and i dont know what to do. can someone please help me?