I feel like drinking and cutting again, my life is at its lowest point and im only 17. I know the world can do with one less person my family thinks so. My family isnt even a family its just full of people i know. I want to sleep and never wake up. No one cares no one could ever love me and no one even notices how i feel. Soneone please help me. Ive prayed so hard to any god that will hear me to take my life because thats what i need more in any thread of existence is to be dead.