Sorry, I didn't mean to sound so whiny. Truth is, I was kind of drunk (I'm a recovering alcoholic, so I just succumbed to temptation).
But yeah, as for letting it all out...
I just had a huge fight with my mother tonight. I told her that I wanted to stop taking the meds, and she told me my (former) personality was what made all my friends hate me, what made the person I was in love with (or 'whatever her name is' as she put it) reject me. I guess I had alot of negative characteristics when I was depressed, but I was still me, not whoever I've become on these drugs.
If anyone wants to talk on AIM (I dunno if I have too much to say, but it'd be great to have someone else to talk to), my sn is goodnamegoeshere.