Please spend some time with me in e-hospital

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I think I'm losing my mind. I don't know what is wrong with me. I don't know what is happening to me. It's like I'm in hospital, help me...I'm having all my supps but my brain is getting sicker, so is my body, it affects my behaviour, I was screaming today, help me...help me someone...*sobs* I don't know what is wrong with me, help me. I write painful messages to people and I delete them without sending. I'm like a bulldozer for anyone in my path, I drain people so much, and I'm destroying myself too. What's wrong with me?!

Check my oath thread in Uncertainty principle for some links about my history.

Please spend some time with me in e-hospital. There's no cure for what I've got.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DUxrb5L7Ud0

These are the correct lyrics, unlike the video:

You can go
You can start all over again
You can try to find a way to make another day go by
You can hide
Hold all your feelings inside
You can try to carry on when all you wanna do is cry

And maybe someday we’ll figure all this out
Try to put an end to all our doubt
Try to find a way to make things better now that
Maybe someday we’ll live our lives out loud
We’ll be better off somehow, someday

Now we wait
And try to find another mistake
If you throw it all away then maybe you can change your mind
You can run
And when everything is over and done
You can shine a little light on everything around you
Man it’s good to be someone

And maybe someday we’ll figure all this out
Try to put an end to all our doubt
Try to find a way to make things better now that
Maybe someday we’ll live our lives out loud
We’ll be better off somehow, someday

I don’t wanna wait
I just wanna know
I just wanna hear you tell me so
Give it to me straight
Tell it to me slow

‘Cuz maybe someday we’ll figure all this out
We’ll put an end to all our doubt
Try to find a way to just to feel better now
Maybe someday we’ll live our lives out loud
We’ll be better off somehow, someday

‘Cuz sometimes we don’t really notice
Just how good it can get
So maybe we should start all over
Start all over, again

‘Cuz sometimes we don’t really notice
Just how good it can get
So maybe we should start all over
Start all over, again
 
#3
I live in a constant dream world and it makes people think (they have told me) that I'm arrogant, flirty (that I want all the girls to fall in love with me), self-centred and that I think I'm 'God's gift', big-headed and ignorant. Online I mean.
 
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I'm losing my mind, I don't know what to do, I'm draining people, my friends, those who care, everyone. I'm scared of myself. I'm not me. I want someone to take me seriously. I want someone to care. It all gets smashed. Everything gets smashed. I was praying Chargette. I want people not to say 'forget it' I want them to acknowledge my pain.
 
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total eclipse

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I hear your desperation and i wish you could just call someone to help you. Call your doctor let know your pain and confusion. Please you deserve help maybe call crisis go to real hospital and get them to try new medication Please try to get some help because you do not deserve all this pain and confusion.
 
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