Please spend some time with me in e-hospital

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by DrivEthermissIon, Nov 14, 2009.

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  1. DrivEthermissIon

    DrivEthermissIon Banned Member

    I think I'm losing my mind. I don't know what is wrong with me. I don't know what is happening to me. It's like I'm in hospital, help me...I'm having all my supps but my brain is getting sicker, so is my body, it affects my behaviour, I was screaming today, help me...help me someone...*sobs* I don't know what is wrong with me, help me. I write painful messages to people and I delete them without sending. I'm like a bulldozer for anyone in my path, I drain people so much, and I'm destroying myself too. What's wrong with me?!

    Check my oath thread in Uncertainty principle for some links about my history.

    Please spend some time with me in e-hospital. There's no cure for what I've got.

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DUxrb5L7Ud0

    These are the correct lyrics, unlike the video:

    You can go
    You can start all over again
    You can try to find a way to make another day go by
    You can hide
    Hold all your feelings inside
    You can try to carry on when all you wanna do is cry

    And maybe someday we’ll figure all this out
    Try to put an end to all our doubt
    Try to find a way to make things better now that
    Maybe someday we’ll live our lives out loud
    We’ll be better off somehow, someday

    Now we wait
    And try to find another mistake
    If you throw it all away then maybe you can change your mind
    You can run
    And when everything is over and done
    You can shine a little light on everything around you
    Man it’s good to be someone

    And maybe someday we’ll figure all this out
    Try to put an end to all our doubt
    Try to find a way to make things better now that
    Maybe someday we’ll live our lives out loud
    We’ll be better off somehow, someday

    I don’t wanna wait
    I just wanna know
    I just wanna hear you tell me so
    Give it to me straight
    Tell it to me slow

    ‘Cuz maybe someday we’ll figure all this out
    We’ll put an end to all our doubt
    Try to find a way to just to feel better now
    Maybe someday we’ll live our lives out loud
    We’ll be better off somehow, someday

    ‘Cuz sometimes we don’t really notice
    Just how good it can get
    So maybe we should start all over
    Start all over, again

    ‘Cuz sometimes we don’t really notice
    Just how good it can get
    So maybe we should start all over
    Start all over, again
     
  2. DrivEthermissIon

    DrivEthermissIon Banned Member

    My brother was asking me what's wrong.
     
  3. DrivEthermissIon

    DrivEthermissIon Banned Member

    I live in a constant dream world and it makes people think (they have told me) that I'm arrogant, flirty (that I want all the girls to fall in love with me), self-centred and that I think I'm 'God's gift', big-headed and ignorant. Online I mean.
     
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  4. DrivEthermissIon

    DrivEthermissIon Banned Member

    I'm losing my mind, I don't know what to do, I'm draining people, my friends, those who care, everyone. I'm scared of myself. I'm not me. I want someone to take me seriously. I want someone to care. It all gets smashed. Everything gets smashed. I was praying Chargette. I want people not to say 'forget it' I want them to acknowledge my pain.
     
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  5. morfea

    morfea Antiquities Friend

    Hi Chris, hope you're ok, send me a PM if you like :heart:
     
  6. DrivEthermissIon

    DrivEthermissIon Banned Member

    I'm sorry if any of these words hurt anyone I'M BEING TORTURED forgive me I don't know what to do
     
  7. DrivEthermissIon

    DrivEthermissIon Banned Member

    *hugs to Ana*
     
  8. ZombiePringle

    ZombiePringle Forum Buddy and Antiquities Friend

    What's going on Chris?
     
  9. DrivEthermissIon

    DrivEthermissIon Banned Member

    I'm very sick Kankuro
     
  10. bubblin girl

    bubblin girl Well-Known Member

    why dear??...if u dont want to tell us..tell your diary
    & u can pm me anytime
     
  11. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I hear your desperation and i wish you could just call someone to help you. Call your doctor let know your pain and confusion. Please you deserve help maybe call crisis go to real hospital and get them to try new medication Please try to get some help because you do not deserve all this pain and confusion.
     
  12. Aurora Gory Alice

    Aurora Gory Alice Well-Known Member

    I was going to say Chris, have you thought about going to hospital for real? If you are feeling particularly worried you can have yourself commited/sectioned.
     
  13. DrivEthermissIon

    DrivEthermissIon Banned Member

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