im mentally and emotionally dead, so please stop fucking making me suffer any longer and take my life cause i havnt got the guts to do it myself right now. but i swear if i get kicked again while im down. i am not going to get back up. getting back dosnt last that long. i hate HATE my therapist, who tells me i can be cured from bi polor, and hes some fucking buddhist monk and hes going to be the one to cure me of it. he think he knows everything cause he went to school for it. i cussed him out and wanted to beat the shit out of him, hes a smart ass. and says he understands, he went to school for it. and read about it. are you fucking kidding me right now....something in my head snapped like a rubber bad and i became homicidal that quick, i think he new by the way he backed off and kept watching my body language. i dont care if im a girl i would have fucked up that inecent hippy pretty boy look off his face. watch me punk!