Please Talk to Me

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by bec1216, Jun 25, 2016.

  1. bec1216

    bec1216 Active Member

    I need someone to talk to. I can't do this anymore. Especially not alone.
     
  2. Inspire&Inquire

    Inspire&Inquire SF Supporter

    I'm here. How can I help you?
     
  3. bec1216

    bec1216 Active Member

    Thanks. Idk, I guess I just don't see a point in living anymore.
     
  4. Inspire&Inquire

    Inspire&Inquire SF Supporter

    You don't see it? It's all around.
     
  5. Inspire&Inquire

    Inspire&Inquire SF Supporter

    What are your dreams like?
     
  6. bec1216

    bec1216 Active Member

    I dream that one day I will be happy. I dream that one day all the pain and sadness will end.
     
  7. Inspire&Inquire

    Inspire&Inquire SF Supporter

    There you go, you're dreaming right! What makes you happy?
     
  8. bec1216

    bec1216 Active Member

    Honestly, I don't know. I haven't been happy in a long time.
     
  9. Inspire&Inquire

    Inspire&Inquire SF Supporter

    What happened?
     
  10. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    You can talk to us here, we will not judge you. Welcome to SF, whaat brings you here? :) You are not alone here!
     
  11. Unknown_111

    Unknown_111 Forum Buddy Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Hi, please keep talking as we care about don't think anything different.
     
  12. bec1216

    bec1216 Active Member

    I don't know, I've been depressed for awhile and don't have anyone to talk to about it.
     
  13. Inspire&Inquire

    Inspire&Inquire SF Supporter

    Whenever you're ready we will listen to you.
     
  14. bec1216

    bec1216 Active Member

    I don't think anyone in my family or any of my friends know how much I've been struggling. But I don't feel that I have a close enough relationship with any of them to open up.
     
  15. Inspire&Inquire

    Inspire&Inquire SF Supporter

    Listen to me. I was bullied when I was 13, a kid yelled out "Hey Andrew is it true you watch anime porn?" In front of the whole class. I was shattered. I went home and I thought about suicide every night for years. I never told anyone until I was 22 and had been diagnosed with schizophrenia. Now, looking back on it I believe that I got that diagnosis because I would never talk about what was really bothering me. If you bottle up pain it doesn't go away, it festers. You have to tell someone, I was in the same situation. I didn't feel like I could talk to my mom or dad. I had no friends.
     
  16. bec1216

    bec1216 Active Member

    I'm sorry that happened to you, that's awful. I know youre right, bottling up pain is never a good thing, but what if I cant trust anyone? I've tried opening up before and it has backfired every single time. And even if I did talk to someone, I have no clue what I would say. I can't explain why I feel so miserable all the time, I just do.
     
  17. Inspire&Inquire

    Inspire&Inquire SF Supporter

    People want to help, even the biggest jerk is probably just a confused person trying to help in their own stupid way. It's not about how they react its about having the courage to stand up for yourself. Doing something about the pain is what heals you, not a particular reaction from someone else.
     
  18. Lady Youth

    Lady Youth Active Member

    I know the feeling of having no one else to talk to. I just had to drop out of college for financial reasons and move back home, and I'm not that close with my family, and I don't have any friends I can really talk to anymore. I really want someone to talk to - it doesn't have to be about my depression. In fact, I'd prefer it wasn't. Just some nice messages and small talk, without feeling like a bother.

    My inbox is open if you ever want to talk. You matter. It might not be easy to see that sometimes, but I promise it's true.
     
  19. bec1216

    bec1216 Active Member

    Yeah that's true. Did you find relief in opening up?
     
  20. bec1216

    bec1216 Active Member

    I'm sorry about your situation with school :( I would love to talk!
     
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