Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by bec1216, Jun 25, 2016.
I need someone to talk to. I can't do this anymore. Especially not alone.
I'm here. How can I help you?
Thanks. Idk, I guess I just don't see a point in living anymore.
You don't see it? It's all around.
What are your dreams like?
I dream that one day I will be happy. I dream that one day all the pain and sadness will end.
There you go, you're dreaming right! What makes you happy?
Honestly, I don't know. I haven't been happy in a long time.
You can talk to us here, we will not judge you. Welcome to SF, whaat brings you here? You are not alone here!
Hi, please keep talking as we care about don't think anything different.
I don't know, I've been depressed for awhile and don't have anyone to talk to about it.
Whenever you're ready we will listen to you.
I don't think anyone in my family or any of my friends know how much I've been struggling. But I don't feel that I have a close enough relationship with any of them to open up.
Listen to me. I was bullied when I was 13, a kid yelled out "Hey Andrew is it true you watch anime porn?" In front of the whole class. I was shattered. I went home and I thought about suicide every night for years. I never told anyone until I was 22 and had been diagnosed with schizophrenia. Now, looking back on it I believe that I got that diagnosis because I would never talk about what was really bothering me. If you bottle up pain it doesn't go away, it festers. You have to tell someone, I was in the same situation. I didn't feel like I could talk to my mom or dad. I had no friends.
I'm sorry that happened to you, that's awful. I know youre right, bottling up pain is never a good thing, but what if I cant trust anyone? I've tried opening up before and it has backfired every single time. And even if I did talk to someone, I have no clue what I would say. I can't explain why I feel so miserable all the time, I just do.
People want to help, even the biggest jerk is probably just a confused person trying to help in their own stupid way. It's not about how they react its about having the courage to stand up for yourself. Doing something about the pain is what heals you, not a particular reaction from someone else.
I know the feeling of having no one else to talk to. I just had to drop out of college for financial reasons and move back home, and I'm not that close with my family, and I don't have any friends I can really talk to anymore. I really want someone to talk to - it doesn't have to be about my depression. In fact, I'd prefer it wasn't. Just some nice messages and small talk, without feeling like a bother.
My inbox is open if you ever want to talk. You matter. It might not be easy to see that sometimes, but I promise it's true.
Yeah that's true. Did you find relief in opening up?
I'm sorry about your situation with school I would love to talk!