Hi, my name is Sarah. i lost the love of my life to a car accident 3 weeks ago tomorrow. I have had many a thought of killing myself over the few weeks but know i cant as i have 2 children. But i'm not sure i can survive this ? being without him hurts so much, i cant tell any of my friends about my feelings coz i know they'll worry and i think i just needed to spill my guts and just write it down. i know that killing myself would be wrong but it doesnt stop me from thinking it, all i want is to see him again.