I pray you take me in my sleep Lord. I have too much pain too manyt htings and problems and I can't do everything... I can barely do anything. I want to die. I really do. But I don't want to jump into death not knowing what will happen. I just want it to be over. :cry:
Its ok dear, being suicidal is understood here...why do you feel you have to do everything....how can we help lighten your load....feel free to post here if you feel more comfortable....we're here for you....take care... :hug:
PS-anyone who feels they do know who this is, please do not post who you think it is at anytime, allow this person thier right to privacy, thank you!!!
I didn't realise I was so obvious. sorry. I am just so tired and my brain is going into overload, so so much in my past, present and etc that's overloading me. I am weak. How dare I be so weak, but I don't mean to be, I really don't. I wish I could make a difference just once in life, but I don't think I've even made one tiny difference out of all the effort and drained my energy .....and nothing. :cry: