Its been a long time since I've been here. I thought I was getting better.... I don't know where else to turn. I really need your help. It all seems so pathetic I have no real reason to feel down. I'm at university and I have an amazing boyfriend. But he is all I live for and he lives over 4 hours drive away. I only see him once every 4 weeks or so. I live with 4 friends but I rarely see them. Often it feels as if they arn't even there. I feel so lonely all the time. I've been trying so hard to feel happy and I've been putting on a brave face. Everybody thinks I'm okay. But I'm not... I can't take it anymore. It's all got too much. I can't go on like this. Please help me. Don't ignore me. I don't want to feel alone anymore.