this is going to sound totally absurd to most but hopefully completely rational to somebody and you'll understand what I'm asking. There was a little unforseen in my plan today so I have had to change it slightly. But now with this little bit of extra time on my hands, I find myself being eaten by the fear of my loneliness. Everything I have ever achieved or suffered through was by myself. So please if anyone here knows of a phone # or website etc. where I could "talk" or be with someone in those final minutes, pm me. I'm not lookingfor a place where people try to talk me out of it or "save" me. It's going to happen regardless, but i really hope that I can find some way to be able to not be totally alone again. I don't think this makes any sense to anyone, but I had to try. Tried google but can't figure out how to word it and just keep getting pro life sites. This is getting urgent, I'll be around the forum for a little while yet.