Discussion in 'I Have a Question...' started by Unregisteredpleaseplease, Dec 29, 2008.

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  1. please take me back
    im struggling so mcuh
  2. iceeblusmurf

    iceeblusmurf Senior Member

  3. i was here before
    but i was banned
    but im so sorry
    please take me back
    i have cjhnged
    im so sorry im sorry for evberything
    im just sutrglging so mucn right now
    pleasetake me back
  4. Hazel

    Hazel SF & Antiquitie's Friend Staff Alumni

    Why were you banned, how have you changed?
  5. i forgot why its been long
    ive changed because im not so angry anymore
    im learning to control my temper
    i was in therapy and i see people now
    i see a social worker
    and an eating disorder specialist
    and things are settling down regading my temper
    ive matured alot
    obviously u cant see that atm becaus i am panicking and very stressed
    im sorry for everything i done to people here
    i knwom you probably wont take me back
    just need some serious spport before i do somethign stupid
    i dont know anymore
  6. Hazel

    Hazel SF & Antiquitie's Friend Staff Alumni

    I will discuss it with the rest of the staff, in the meantime keep talking to us here.
  7. im just struggling so much

    my close friend is in hospital
    she took a lethal overdose
    she has severe bulimia and is severely malnutritioned
    her liver is damaged
    she has low b/p
    she is not doing well at all
    im so scared ill loose her
    i need her
    shes my baby girl
    i love her so much
    shes like a sister tome...

    im very ill at the moment and my anxiety is feeding of that (ocd)

    i feel so empty and low and lonely and hurt and i dont know anymore
  8. ToHelp

    ToHelp Well-Known Member

    Hey, hey, hey. Stop. Nobody has the right to feel worse than me. :hug: I'm fighting a baaaaad Xanax addiction, poor diet myself (about a meal a day) and can damned depressed.

    It takes a fair serious breech to get banned around here, and I've only been here a year so probably don't know ya.

    I know pain when I here it though and you're neck-deep in it. I empathize with you being so low, 'bout as low as you feel you can get maybe? Worried sick over your friend? Hey buddy c'mere :hug: :shake: Damn, wish could do more and holding back from saying "I'm sure SF will..." because I just know and it be pretty reckless to comfort you that way.

    And so I echo Hazel: Keep talking to us, most definitely.

    Oh. And give them a little time to deliberate and stuff as these guys have a lot to oversee.

  9. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    I am sorry your friend is so sick. She is in good hands at the hospital and I am sure they are doing everything they can to save her.I will keep you both in my thoughts. :hug:
  10. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    :hug: hope she gets well soon :hug:
  11. they probably wont let me back on
    i miss you GL
    you dont know who i am
    but if you did youd hate me

    she is out ofhospital

    i feel so low
    ive been in bed all day
    i want to cry
  12. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    I believe I do know and I have never hated you, nor could I. I am glad to hear she has been released from the hospital. That is a good thing. Maybe you can celebrate the fact that she is still alive. She may need your support right now. I know it is hard when you are feeling so badly yourself, but maybe it will be good for both of you. It is okay to cry. Sometimes we need to do that. :cuddle2: :hug:
  13. her dad is taking her internet away fro a month

    *hidesd away*
    i hate this
  14. ToHelp

    ToHelp Well-Known Member

    This person needs our help.

    Might be unwise of me to jump in not knowing the story or originial sin but this person needs compassion and most, MOST of all, sense of belonging, forgiveness and feeling of being welcomed right now.

    Just grant the guy (girl?) full membership ffs already, if only on a trial bsis.

    I have been there and can tell you there is no worse feeling than feeling completely alone and feeling ostracized at your lowest. The person is REACHING AND SURRENDRING publicly before everydody.

    Bleh, just hate to witness his/her suffering alone in the cold.

  15. LenaLunacy

    LenaLunacy Well-Known Member

    I do agree with you ToHelp. Clearly this person is going through a lot and it would be wrong of us to shut them out. BUT saying that, the staff know the reasons behind this persons ban. And they may be unsure as to whether said person will do it again. I can understand why the staff are deliberating. It's a hard choice to make. But, unregistered, please keep talking to us. :hug:
  16. ive been very nasty to people but i have changed
    my temper is the worst or it was
    thats a reason whyh
    i dont even have enough energy to yell anymore
    or to even put up a fight
    or defend muyself
    i feel so lowa
    just i want to cry so much
    im in bed so much of the time
    im losing weight fast(good thijng as im a fat cow though)
    myu body is messed up
    i dont know anymore what to do
    please tke me backim a girl btw..
    my name
    no ulll all hate me i cant say it
  17. hellwithhugewounds

    hellwithhugewounds Well-Known Member

    To not let such a lonely soul back into SF, the last refuge for most of us... is simply sad. We all know what it's like being rejected.

    Mark Twain (I love this guy) - "None of us likes to be hated, none of us likes to be shunned".

    Especially we on this forum, who have been through so much hatred and shunning. I know that this person has been banned for breaking the rules, but she has come back, and she is literally begging.

    SHE HAS WILLINGLY THROWN AWAY HER DIGNITY for the privilege of being on this site. It's that important to her. If that doesn't make up for whatever she has done, nothing will, because she can't possibly do any more than this. It's impossible. I don't believe in denying her even a trial account.

    Of course, we all know sorry doesn't cut it sometimes. But rejection from even here, the stadium of rejects... I don't know how I would bear it.

    I agree to put this person back on a trial basis.
  18. ToHelp

    ToHelp Well-Known Member

    Yeah I can imagine. DO OR CAUSE NO HARM to fellow members was likely the infraction and if such was the case then a good majority of all 17 or so mods must pretty much be in agreement.

  19. i jus
    want to come back
    to the place
    i felt
    was once
    my home
    im sorry
    for everything ive odne
    to all thelovely peopole here
    i know some peopl e cosndider me scum
    and worthess
    and horrible
    adn dont want me back
    i deseve that
    im so sorry
    please let me come back
  20. hellwithhugewounds

    hellwithhugewounds Well-Known Member

    How do you know that was the cause of her ban? :blink:
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